-

04.24.02back& forth
-------------------------------------


today theboy talked to me about math. we got back our tests. i was upset. considering the highest grade in our class was a sixtytwo. for me, that's unacceptable. & he explained that it didn't change me as a person & that it didn't matter to him. & he somehow managed to get the issue of souls in there and at one point said he wanted my soul and i asked 'you want my soul?' and he vehemently responded yes!



then i just screw things up by being quiet and then saying things like 'are you happy now?' and then i just feel terrible when he says very softly that it isn't about him being happy.


-------------------------------------
archive. profile. notes. random.