i can brave. a. hurr. i. cane.
09.29.02back&
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it/s night and i/m just a little nervous. would like to do something like get ice cream or just sit and talk to you, but i don.t want to drive anywhere and i don.t want to be annoying and call you. today involved pajamas and smoothies and driving [sunshine] and music up loud and talking to you and waterpolo [!] and there would have been more, like brighteyes and hanging out with theboy and other Friends, watching movies or watching her be miss um. wouldn.t that have been neat? but. there was lots and lots and lots of homework.
such is life, and i.m okay with today. [and tomorrow i will wear my cute new shirt and be comfortable and ace all my quizzes and tests and projects and papers and follow through with positive thinking. hey, i just realized. i.ve been thinking positively about you for a long time.]
i.ll smile and try, try to be Me.
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