it/s a very very very

01.30.03back& forth
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this is frightening and scary and raw and UNCUT. flat and blunt and ridiculously, underneath the words and the images, me. (((((((((ani.s song::

i.ll pretend that this is real
because this is what i like best ///.
let.s go before i change my mind
leave the luggage of all your lies behind
you were never very kind
you let me down everytime
what can i say. DEAR BOY i send you a bowl of oranges. and just. so much hope and good things and i just. want good things for you. and... oh, i don.t know if i.m expressing what i mean to say in these writings. checker games. late night conversation. <3 <3 <3 it makes me melt
same thoughts in different words
better diction, maybe
clearer images, less worn by
footprints of memory and perusion

a word i just made
to describe the trampling
the stampeding in. that leaves
the striped popcorn boxes
flat. that leaves us on our
backs. flat.
and i feel the same way

(except. sometimes.
in the last two lines)

it.s that
.... i havent
brought myself
to that point
or. really. it.s that.

//////the
landscape
(a mirror it seemed)
was distorted
which is just
a nice way it seems
of saying
ugly.


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