thinking about this weekend - so much goodness. friday nats game in perfect fall weather. sleepover at my house, a drive to freefest listening to chvrches, laughing with the windows down, riding the ferris wheel and kissing at the top while my favorite song played. funnel cake and my favorite person to weather pouring rain with. a million kisses under umbrellas, like the first one. him napping under the umbrella, me jamming and dancing. waiting in the longest french fry line of life. sleeping in, sex and pancake mornings. going for a walk around the neighborhood in his hoodie. ice cream sandwiches and crossword puzzles and frisbees and my legs draped over his, watching friends and white collar and making plans.

i miss him right now - with him, i always go to sleep earlier. the middle of the night is mine - always has been. but i don't crave it anymore. i'd rather have an early morning, checking things off the list, air rushing in the windows cool and crisp and new.

live in the sunshine,
swim in the sea,
and drink in the wild air
- ralph waldo emerson

oh the adventures ahead. mom will be here in 48 hours, see you soon north carolina, reunions with my most loved, ending the year in panama and back to dc. 2013.


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