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last night i listened to cat stevens (sitting) and smiled and no one saw and i smiled more and i just loved it. peaceful, quiet, calm. all by myself; filled with thoughts. i just swam 5,000 yards. no one can touch me so dont even fucking try.
it's so much easier to be bitter, to snarl, to made rude comments, to disrespect. it's so, so eassssy. but it's not worth the feelings, the repercussions, the consequences.
it just isnt me.
hey, did i mention i swam FIVE THOUSAND YARDS today?
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