then when we actually got the books {the picture of dorian gray & frankenstein}, i looked at them sadly, knowing i wouldnt be reading them until one - two days before school starts. it's much better that way, with things fresh in one's mind for discussion and essays and tests and such. i might be the only person who leaves summer reading to the end on purpose. also, although i'm right in the middle of hell week schoolwise, i am already missing it. when i think about this, i think i'm crazy! but then realize its mostly because of the seniors. who i will miss so much. my mom reminded me today that i have to take my sweats back, which really means finality to waterpolo. regular waterpolo. i hate thinking about it, i just get too many tears. today we had a meeting for swimming next year. i can't wait to prove myself to him and get so much faster and show him how much faster i've gotten since last season and oh i just realized there is still the awards banquet {in six days}.

today in math we had a work in groups quiz on graphing polar equations and people started calling my name. and he said quietly: you refer to katie as if she's a thing and not a person..... and she's mine.

boys -- DONT SAY THAT TO A GIRL IF YOU DONT MEAN IT. okay? okay.

and i think he meant that in the let's work on the math quiz together sense, but still. i almost asked how he meant that but i didnt. he also read my response to the freebie question on the quiz and said it was really good poetic stuff and it reminded him of...nvrmind. and i asked what and he said the guy who writes his names with no capital letters. e. e. cummings? mmmmmhm.

<3 <3 <3 + a smile. and i just checked AIM and he was on and i typed hey and i didnt get it sent before he logged off. sigh. i'm in the mood to hear his voice and see his smile.

yes, i know i'm ridiculous and pathetic. i'm okay with that.

and this summer is going to be WONDERFUL.


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