passed away

08.10.02back& forth
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i just read something about crying and realized although i feel dead inside, i haven/t cried for a really long time.

also, my concept of time is warped, i feel like jamaica was months or years ago. it feels far away. but spacing out to ben harper and thinking of everything there makes me smile inside so hard, because my jawline is set and i/m reading everyone/s words.

i/m feeling, trying to feel.


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