i can almost write you without turning out the lamp light

09.07.03back& forth
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there.s a certain kind of moment

and it hasn.t happened for quite some time

where you say something

vague, or direct,

something--

and i wonder

what could happen

what could've happened

what might happen

and what,

perhaps perhaps perhaps

you are thinking.

hasn.t happened for some time

but tonight you

ask me what i'm doing next weekend

and i tell you my busy schedule

you invite me to dinner with your godmother

and you laugh when i say that would be fun, you say i am the only person you know who would think that would be a fun thing to do

you say

"i need to gather my thoughts"

and i wonder


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