sun is shining. bob marley. youuuuu.

and it's you in my bed, you in my hair. gravity & the stars & your weight, on me, this night, right now.

a week later, standing in my room, thinking about lines. about candy apple & fruitpunch red, a color by numbers of a sunny day on someone's backporch. and then the nightlife- both of us in timestill, blurred flourescent, how can i even explain what i mean. some people you just never get over, she said.

but i did, and i am, and this has nothing to do with the past . (except everything+.

ionizing and atomizing- and a first dream called ocean. a song so sweet, taking you back three years in an instant.

this isn't about anyone else. a looking glass, everything happening in a mirror, somewhere . . .

you'd think it'd be easier this time around. and in a way, it is. i'm not a lovesick puppy, i know what i'm doing.

the past has passed & something's might be found to take it's place..... hey jealousy. hey jealousy.

and right now, all i can think is song lyrics & driving in the car & laughing, laughing so much because everything is crazybeautiful. some times it is, some times it's not-

and then i'm sitting on the kitchen counter, you there, you.

never regret what once made you smile. and who would? who could?

sun is shining. guilty my friends.


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