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(good). i'm glad - smiling. are you? ps- i hear you. oo i just looked out the window and the part of the sky i see through the trees is this grey-vanilla-blue descending blend of color & god its beautiful. i'm going outside.

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this is very nice. the column of neatly aligned words is so nice and even and eye appealing and it makes me want to do my homework {its a stange feeling}. you continue to shock me {its a nice feeling}. x&o. {"the cold air would push your heart hard away...and this is all that's left. i've packed a change of clothes and its time to move on" this reminds me of you ever time i hear it}

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3. instead of sobbing, crying, or making myself feel anything more than i need to, i will pretend i am not tired, sick out and of my mind and pretending to be stressed when i'm really tired of complaints & complaining {and yes, ive taken a look in the mirror. muchmuchlovecheersandxsandos... but will proceed to BLAST dashboard so, so loud and sing louder, because, hell!, i might as well finish off my already weakened voice to a {sexy} whisper {all that will be left of my throat} .. yeah, yeah.

2. something i read in walden: "people don't change, we change." all i can go by is writing... but/& you are yourself inside. and that is wonderful. wasn't today beautiful outside? i wish it would get cold. my friend is scheming that by wearing cold weather clothes it will get cold... & you can see where that's gotten her. even though it was 92 today it was pretty gorgeous.

1. i really know -exactly- what you mean. at least, it relates perfectly to a few people i know. being elfish makes me grin. "so make the best of this test and don't ask why...." x&o, take care & try not to think of missing dashboard all the time {like i have been... its better than doing work!} -grin- i like hearing what you have to say.

oh, there's more. only two minutes until the internet is snatched away until tomorrow from 5-8. joy, joy.


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