twice

12.09.01back& forth
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a girl in the world.... ah, yes. you do look exactly as your mother did at your
age... and just as frigtened.

ah, its obvious. no question about it.
i see strength, endurance and loyalty.

not only that, but
i also sense a strong ability to
persevere.

...and i'm disappointed. twice as true, i suppose. gr ?. mm

go back & feel how i felt last night. i danced, too. got my feet dirty in the grass and my pants wet in the dewy lawn chaises. ex the party. salsa dancing at two in the morning in my living room was great. whipped cream cheese & cinnamon sugar bagels in the morning made everything twice as wonderful. talking to (m) and feeling like friends again. a night without the flittering butterfly was a welcome change. let me laugh it off and be glad i experienced it. plus, i got gummy bears. who could complain?


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