this song on repeat. i want to remember it all, a little like feist. one two three four on a park bench waiting for brunch. because ben says on "meet me on the equinox" that everything, everything ends. how one day maybe crosswords will be ruined, but i hope it will make me smile instead. like an old photograph. l blank blank e. love, to someone we don't know. like tennis. zero, oh i like that. but it turns out to be amor, a spanish poet or philosopher. zero was better. running to the car to get the book. sitting on the same side of the booth. cherry cheesecake for the festival. 'i like when you take care of me.' 'thank you for saying thank you and making me feel appreciated.' opening a stubborn bottle with the force of a knee. i like your brain.

paul simon in the kitchen. the warbling of bridge over troubled water. singing a song that came before all of this - with someone else, in a car on east campus played over and over - you can call me al. san francisco, california is treating you well. new now, again, in my kitchen. feeling so much better about the sunday night blues when you stay, laundry can wait til monday, i want to stay. is that okay? walking. starting new, the old resolve. we had a lot of sex this weekend. ani - so much shouting, so much laughter. as is. can we just listen to ben for a while? not needing to say how happy that makes me.

if the world was really going to end, i'd want to spend it listening to all my songs. and palm trees in punta barco; it's always been the ocean. i'm fire, and you're the ocean. (it's time for bed, way past time.)

a few random things:
woke up to snow. flew out the door. eleven pm pizza. lacing up the sneaks for three days in a row after being sick feels easy, good. just one thing at a time. a special project. would like a bright pink cardigan. don't know what i'll wear tomorrow but i'll figure it out. you don't have a job, you have a temporary job, so it's best not to stress about it. stories about the circus. i will take your cue; i am always looking for clues. you need everything you know. it's just a show. holding the edge of the bath tub. today was definitely a Monday.


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