inspire

11.12.01back& forth
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today was a good day. i felt really pretty today. i felt loved too; in ap american we were talking about how we literally value (price) things and theboy was like, well i dont like her shirt (teasing, kindof). and then the group was like whispering stuff and he's like, i dont like her. and lindsays like ooooo you love her. and all through class he kept looking over at me. and im sure he was talking about this other girl he talks about at lunch. i sit with him at lunch. i dont talk much, and thats kind of rare. normally im bursting with things to say (that doesnt mean i say them - i am usually too tired, like in the mornings in carpool). so that one little thing put a smile on my face all day. i dont care if he doesnt like me like me. these days, any interaction seems nice. 0H. and today after lunch i talked to alex about her breakup with her boyfriend and we walked aimlessly for a bit and then just layed out in the sun on the grass in the middle of the quad. we laughed at the people who told us there were chairs and that the grass was disgusting. it was so bright out the sun glared and reflected off me. it was so NICE. i got out of english early and met with the "posse" in the quad; they were sitting upright in the grass...before i had just been sprawled out half asleep on it. -sigh-. whatever. it was fun to see them, kindof. at break they were saying my last name over & over because it is {apparently} quite amusing. and i felt like i was back to being 'great' friends with them again. its another one of those illusions, i know. I LOVE THE JULIANA THEORY. "if i told you this was killing me would you stop..." afterschool there was a waterpolo meeting & then i worked out in the weightroom with all the waterpolo boys :) luuuuuv. "pain is weakness leaving the body." - the marines......i'll try to keep that in mind. i need to work. damn.


people are often unreasonable, illogical, and self centered.
forgive them anyways.

if you are kind, people may accuse you of being selfish and having ulterior motives.
be kind anyway.

if you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies.
succeed anyway.

if you are honest and frank, people may cheat you.
be honest anyway.

what you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight.
build anyway.

if you find serenity and happiness, there may be jealousy.
be happy anway.

the good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow
do good anyway.

give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough.
give the world the best you've got anyway.

you see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
it was never between you and them anyway.

--mother theresa


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